At Lover's Lane

2007-10-07T19:28:00.000+08:00

YIHUI HAS GONE HIGHHHHH! :D

cause cause! i solved the mystery of THE ONE. :D hahahah rach! I KNOW WHO IT IS! :DDDD i'm just being retarded but OMG! hahahaha! sorray, just been you know, my favourite hobby. :D jodi is testing me on the dias guy D: which i havent learnt how to spell his name. AH! im just gna die for history. seriously. like TANGGGG! shizzz. D: anyway! i think the bass and drums today at worship was ER-MAIZE-ING! (((((: and im a potential sleeper. :D i can sleep for 16 hrs in a DAY. :D

Now you've found who's meant for you,
and i've caught some butterflies,
it's better that our paths are parallel

2007-10-05T23:33:00.000+08:00

hahahaha :DDDDD

shucks, i know like everyones mugging. :D me too. hahaha its like the first time i've been mugging for so long! 3 days in a row, go home do nothing bu mug until 12. sleep. and then the cycle repeats itself.(: hahaha! this is way worse than PSLE. xD i was kinda slacking during PSLE. hehh. anywayyyyy. i screwed lit like ZOMG. serious. i didn't even know what i was writing! CRAPPING all the way. :D

AH! class lunch today was funfunfun!:D i went to ljs and wet with our MATH PT grouo - caiwei, grace and al! hahahah! :D ohoh, and deborah found a phone in the toilet. :D SPENSIFE FONE. :DD hahaha!

Stacy can't you see,
you're just not the girl for me.

2007-10-01T22:13:00.000+08:00

I, FOOYIHUI(JESSICA), MUGGED FROM 11AM TO 7PM STRAIGHT.

rahh:D i'm so proud of myself yo! hahaha! xD coolioshizzz rights! thats lik 8 hours straight!(: ANDDDD. i have chinese words pasted all over my bedrooooooom! hahahaha! vrroooooom! okay im so random but thats so cool rights! haha! i memorised some words alreadyy! haha while working out in my room. xDD hehh. like uh, jin zhu zhe ce, jin mo zhe hei. :DDDDD okay! nvm if you dont know what it means(: hahaha! but i still havent mugged math. DDDD: tomorrow. i WILL finish math. :D i'm like some mugging freak now so dont mind me. :D i think my motivation is really cool, it works alll the time. :DDDD

ah! HELPP!:D exams! xD

dont mind my unglam drinking. :D shuen looks so cute though!(:

emo?D:

yes! look at YISHUEN. :D

I HAVE 101 EMAILS UNREAD!:DDD

YILING&YIHUI'S SILHOUTTES. :D

2007-09-29T20:28:00.000+08:00

RACHAEL IS LOVE!<3

shucks, thanks rach. :DD

Dont get suicidal! but if you ever need a listening ear, I'll be right here. Life is full of ups and downs. Downs are for you to treasure the ups, and to teach you perserverance. Ups are for you to smile and laugh. But both, are for you to be grateful to God for. (: No matter where you are in life, it's for a purpose God set for you, it's where God wants you to be. But never stop to turn to God, your best friend, and leave your life in his mighty hands. :D

ILY!<3

2007-09-29T14:32:00.000+08:00

James 1 verse 2&3

"Consider it pure joy my brothers, whenever you face trials of many kinds, because you know that the testing of your faith develops perseverance."

Jeremiah 29 verse 11 - 14

"For I know the plans I have for you," declares the Lord, "plans to prosper you and not harm you, plans to give you hope and a future. Then you will call upon me and come and pray to me, and I will listen to you. You will seek me and find me when you seek me with all your heart. I will be found by you," declares the Lord, "and will bring you back from captivity. I will gather you from the nations and places where i have banished you," declares the Lord, "and will bring you back to the place from which I carried you into exile."

Romans 8 verse 28

"And we know that in all things God works for the good of those who love him, who have been called according to his purpose."

Proverbs 3 verse 4 and 5

"Trust in the lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding;in all ways acknowledge him, and he will make your paths straight"

Thanks Christian.

I know, I might not be the best of the best, I know that some other people are probably way better than me in every way, and I'm completely no match for them, but I know, I'm here for a purpose. Different from every other person in this world. I'll no longer sulk, no longer tear, when failure meets me. Because I know the situation I am in, is to strengthen me for something bigger in future. Lord, I'll trust in you for all the days of my life. You'll never forsake me, so one thing I ask from you - to dwell in the House of the Lord all the days of my life.

2007-09-29T00:13:00.000+08:00

aaahhhhh! :D
today's sat! HEH. :DD so its NOT double posting!
WHEEEEEE! i feel so freeeeee!
i dunno, i just saw some blogs and i feel sorry for some people.
wasting their lives away. sighhhh. :DDDDD
but its okay! they'll come around sooner or later!
freakkk. :D i'm glad i'm back on track yo!
thanks to all the supportive friends. :D
and also the angel God probably sent from heaven, CHRISTIAN. :DD
lots and lots and lotsa i gotta learn from you manzxz! (:
BLAHBLAH. i'm in love with my new hobby. :DD
shucks, now i know whos scandalous! XDD
ahh! siyun! you influencial person! now i love the word scandalous too! :DDD
ahahahaha ethan just quoted this,
whats a man without ego?
HAHAHAHAAAAAAAA:DD
yes! i've gone highh!

Hey don't ya wanna be high?
Hey listen baby come fly wit me, take a ride, get high wit me.
I know you wanna be high.
You never wanna say bye to me, if you ever come fly wit me.

2007-09-28T23:34:00.000+08:00

RAH! i found a new hobby. :D its really fun! SERIOUS. okayy, its....
BLOGHOPPPING!
yes! but NOT the usual one!((: check out how scandalous people can get manzx. :D its interesting! serious! and i was commenting about each and every one of these scandalous people, in my head :D hahaha! lucky none are close friends! if not, you'll get an hour of lecture from yours sincerely. :D i'm as old fashioned as your parents dudes. :D

ANYWAY. :D ugh, screwed lit drama quiz like hellllll-o. but anyway,
thanks to..
GRACE&JASMINE for that awesomelicious letter, i love it, and both of you
LYNN for trying, and you did make sense :D
MICKEY for always being there, and you always know how i feel! <3
YUMING gosh! stop making me laugh! haha!
VICKY for always always and always being such a lovely batchmate and for the smiles!

thank you all, for being there. thanks, you're the reason why i don't feel suicidal, why i see hope in myself. you give me the confidence i have in myself. thanks loads girls. i'll always be here too. and don't worry, i'm immune to heart-to-heart talks.((: i can listen as long as i want to. :DDDD

ohoh, andddd...
SORRY!
to
YUMING&FENGYUE for embarrassing you in the bus, as i was a lunatic as usual:D hey, but you have to admit its fun right! i laugh, you laugh, everyone happy yo! hahaha!(:

You're that distant light from afar, that drives me to go on, and keeps me fighting.

2007-09-24T21:17:00.000+08:00

Dear God,
Thank you for giving me the patience and tolerance to handle this matter today.
Thank you for standing right next to me, and helping me out.
Thank you for calming my heart down when all I wanted was to retort back and scream at her.
Thank you for supporting me all the way.
I'm still not very sure whether what I did was the right thing
But I'm sure, you'll make it all right again.
Thank you God, Thank you once again.

:DDDDDDDDDDDDD

2007-09-24T17:28:00.000+08:00

GAHHHH//

today was some sort of bad luck or some stinking crap? XD hahaha! CAUSE. i didnt bring like a WHOLE lots of stuff. XDD AND. i was late for school. DDDDD: RAHHHH. okayyy! i didnt bring gloves, house card and support school activity card, basically cause i didnt bring my wallet, earpiece, to listen to my darn hp music(:, eat think play, ahh! get booking already. ms tan said 2 times never bring booking. RAWRR. XDD then uh, ohyeah, miracle worker. :D

quite a lot okayy! they were like did you bring...? then i was like ohnoooo! ahhh! i forgottt! haahhaha and i was practically complaining during the whole of assembly today to mickey the whole of assembly today. XDD

PE in class was kinda funny. hahaha! ms tan, oops, mrs jonathan, XDD told us about ruggers. HAHA! she said ruggers who are wingers tend to be kinda skinny and run very fast. ETHAN! hahahah! then she said ruggers who attack and block ppl tend to be rather uh bulky. LIANGXUN! hahahah! :DDD she said, "we have a winger here. your yihui here plays wing attack. runs quite fast but very slim and slender. if she were to play the attack and block ppl kind in rugby, she'll probably flyyyyyyy across the field, cause she'll bounce off their chests." something like that. HAHAHAHA! :D

ahhhh! okayyy, now i need to go and do my dear chinese compo. DDD:

2007-09-23T12:55:00.000+08:00

WOAH. thank god i went to wesley today manzxz! sermon was awesome and it really came at the right time. :D God is a gracious god, he'll send help when you need it, at the right time. :D

anyway, they showed a video about nick vujicic, a guy born with no legs and no arms. its really inspirational. like i was thinking a few days back about life. im weird i know, but anyway, i was thinking like after we die, we'll either go to heaven or hell right? either eternal happiness or suffering. so, no matter what, it'll be a forever kinda thing. and immediately, i felt really sick and tired of living. like living forever! how tiring can that get! and i kinda looked at my life as useless and meaningless cause when did i ever made a difference in someone's life anyway? would it matter to anyone if i wasn't born? someone else would have easily taken my place anyway. that kinda thoughts. but then the video today told me that every single person in this world is born for a reason, born for a purpose. sometimes, when things dont go our way, its because something even better is coming up and god has a plan for us. life is about really finding the purpose in your life, something you want to achieve, and when you actually achieved it, you'll feel that life isn't meaningless. God made me see that he has a purpose for me. and everything happens for a reason. whos knows? something better might happen tomorrow. if i give up now, i'll forever be on the ground. so it doesnt hurt to keep on trying, no matter how many times i fall, how many times i get dejected, i'll still persist till the end. because my goal, and my purpose (besides god) its what i'm living for anyway. If i remain on the ground, i'll obviously feel that life is meaningless right? cos i lost my goal, lost the purpose in my life. and i believe, i can do all things through christ who strengthens me. My god, is a God of Miracles, as long as he thinks that i should have it, i will have it. but at the end of the day, if god feels that my goal is not for me to reach, i'm sure he'll enlighten me and help me find the other purpose in life, the other reason why i'm living, so i can live my life. :D that way, i won't find life tiring cause i'll get up every day, excited about what awaits me in the new day, probably an inch closer to my goal. you see, we don't achieve things in just a snap of our fingers right? we have to take one step at a time. one step represents a little closer and then a littles closer. and one day, we'll reach it eventually. the key is to never give up, always trust on God, always rely on him.

I also think like no matter what happens, God has a reason for it all right? the same way as god made nick. he had a reason behind it. Would any of you listen to someone who has limbs standing on the stage and claims that he understand whatever you're going through and that he has gone through more? you might believe some, but not all. but would you, believe a man who never had limbs but still is able to get on with life and live his life meaningfully and happily? you would right! obviously, you would want to find out what he has to say, what made him the way he is today, so we listen! He has definitely gone through much more than us! i mean like for us, its just merely grades, love, friends, politics, thats almost it right? imagine a day without limbs! i felt so handicapped even after a day with a sprained ankle! of course, you know that he went through many trials and tribulations in life! all that bullying, made fun of, being looked down on, etc. the pain is not something that you would understand. nick could have taken the other way and said, god is unfair! why did he made me this way! why am i different! but he didnt. its amazing aint it. its like a life proof, a life testimony, so convincing. Thats how God uses nick. :D

Also, he kinda talked about our image and stuff. about how much you care about how people look at you. i guess i do really care about that. like how i look, how much i am to them and that kinda silly issues. but it aint reeally important. as long as your heart is real, your actions are true, i guess it shows it all. you know what?

i dont care how any of you look like, whether you're short tall fat thin ugly or pretty, i dont care whether you're popular or unpopular, i don't care whether people ignore you or whether people hover around you, i dont care whether you like me or not, i dont care whether you find me annoying or you hate me, i dont care whether you really piss me off sometimes, i dont care whether you are a bitch or bastard to anyone or not, i dont care. seriously, i havent really hated any of you before. so i promise you, i'll be here, as a caring friend and a listening ear. i'll be your back and you might be mine. when you're about to fall, dont forget to give me a call and i'll be at the bottom ready to catch you. :D

2007-09-21T22:00:00.000+08:00

We are one tonight, and we're singing it out loud
We are one tonight, and we're dreaming out loud
And the world is flawed
But these scars will heal
We are one, tonight

Take you away from that empty apartment
You stay and forget where the heart is
Someday if ever you love me you'd say it's okay
Waking up from this nightmare
How's your life, what's it like there?
Is it all what you want it to be?
Does it hurt when you think about me?
And how broken my heart is

When you get lonely if no one's around
You know that I'll catch you when you're falling down
We came together but you left alone
And I know how it feels to walk out on your own
Maybe someday I will see you again
And you'll look me in my eyes and call me your friend

Broken this fragile thing now
And I can't, I can't pick up the pieces
And I've thrown my words all around
But I can't, I can't give you a reason
I feel so broken up and I give up
I just want to tell you so you know
Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, there's just no one that gets me like you do
You are my only, my only one

Every bone i break is all for you
and my words paints the words i cannot say
still i will always fight on for you

Smile big for everyone
Even when you know what they've done

sorry i just feel random. :D

2007-09-21T21:19:00.000+08:00

YOU KNOW WHAT! i forgot what i wanted to post about. DD: hehh, okayy, i shall just talk random and post crap. thats what i do best. :D

rahhhh. screwed english oral like mad today can! i mean like all the weird and strange pronunciations! ZOMGGG. like student is actually pronounced as stewdent. and wats the diff between said and sad! and, whats the correct pronunciation for programme! and do you know vehement is pronounced as veerment and almond as ahmond! AND. culinary as kaleenery! hover as huver! love as luv! shove and shuv! debt as det! the difference between precedent and president? subtle difference! and subtle is sutle!

TALK ABOUT SERIOUS MIS-PRONUNCIATIONS!

i stumbled over lots and lots and lots of words. and i kinda was mumbling. you have no idea how a rapid increase in heart rate can cause to your fluency of reading. LOLL. and i used to word "cool" for picture discussion! hahaha! cause i didnt know what else to say! sighh. i flunk interviews as badly as i flunk orals. the same huge problem. whats my problem! getting nervous and shaky all the time! i tried like all kinds of ways to stop myself from getting anxious! like takin deep breaths, PRAYING, drumming my fingers on the table! HAHA! the drumming one i did that for interview into rgs, hehh, maybe it works. XDDD

i thought today was pretty fun and all. music was pretty boring though. playing the same old song. XDD i tried bell lyra but its really difficults manzxzxz. worse than glockenspiels. XDD glockenspiels are the easiest lah! hahaha! dance was really fun though! i dunno what we did lah, i mean what dance its called, but its COOL babe! and the song was really catchy and it kinda cheered me up. it goes something like:

dont stop! never give up!

hold your hand high and reach the top!

so i guess i can dismiss the thought of not studying anymore eh? haha! just that i seriously dont know what the heck is my problem considering i study exactly the same way and mickey does but her grades are a whole lot better than mine! rawrrr! :D

ily mate!:D

2007-09-20T21:04:00.000+08:00

HEYAOOO :DD

LYNN IS COOL, AND AWESOME;
VANESSA IS HOT, AND AWESOME;
because they both helped me open my locked locker. :D
thank yoooo mates!((:

then, theres
YUMING; for being such a funny, you mao bing de person. :D
TINA; for being such a nice dance partner and friend!
CAIWEI; for making me laugh but being a bad ex-daughter-in-law

and
101; for making this year the most memorable year i'll ever have. :D

hahaha! i know im like ahma lahhh! tina and yuming insists i am an ahma, therefore, i have such lovely sons, daughters and grandchildren. arent i great? hahahaha!

now,, its time for depression to set in..rahhh//
i know you dont like it, so just scroll down till the end of this post if you dont like emotional posts. :D

rawrrrr. my results suck like shit. and i dont even know why lah! i studied more than last term okay! my math especially! its extremely discouraging and disappointing! geog too. english, is the worst. 3.2 gpa. like the lowest so far. DD: gahhh. next time dont study already. haha kidding. i know itsl ike alright, but its freaking low compared to everyone else! seriously! maybe i'll end up in the worst class next year. no wait, not maybe. i AM landing up in the worst class next year.

english oral is tomorrow. i know i have a strange accent when i speak but thats like! UGH. it doesnt help at all! cause i tend to slur my words. but i cant help itD: and i just cant freakin read from a text. seriously. i say the wrong words, mix the pronunciations up etc. i think, no i will, do really badly this time.

i dont know why lah, i just dont feel so positive anymore. D:

i think im starting to really care about my results and nothing else. really. that kinda freaks me out though. maybe one day i'll be the nerd everyone makes fun of.

2007-09-17T22:23:00.000+08:00

HELLO! :DDDDD
i shall be random! as always! :DD PICSIESS TIMEEE!(:

BMW MOTORS! haha! we went there to get a new car on sunday! :D
MR LAU! playing this game with verna. *jaws drop* yes yes. :D
MEE! :D i tend to like taking pics in toilets!(:
YISHUEN! shes gna be a potential motorcyclist. :D

MY FAVOURITE GUY! Magellan, Ferdinand! :D whee! i've been paying attention durin hist!
thats, my dad's silver lexus. :D

2007-09-17T16:45:00.000+08:00

HEYO! :D

i think, mr lau is extremely wise. :D hahaha! seriously! he said stuff today that i've never ever thought off. he said,

"Success is to persevere but learn to give up at the right time."

something like that, aint sure whether its success anot. xD my baddd.

Anyway, kinda ironical though yeah? but i guess Mt Everest is a really good example. Like, in order to reach the summit, perseverance is obviously one of the keys. but, if you dont reach the summit by a specific time, then its time to head back down to the highest camp cause you'll never make it back on time anyway. That's cause the sky will soon grow dark, and you won't be able to find your way back. It's tough to give up. At the moment of time. thats pretty contradictory too. We usually succumb to defeat, dont we? Half-way through and we just give up. But to give up when you're hours/a few miles away from success, difficult eh? And after all the training you've been through, tough right? But if you don't, you won't be coming back alive anyway. Reach the top, but never come back down, never to see your friends and family again. Some people still persist though, because they know that if they don't do it then, at that time, they'll probably live a life of regret, regret that they never managed to reach the summit of Mt Everest as some usually don't get to try again due to lack of funds, old age etc. But if i were them, i would have climbed back down anyway. Dying at the summit, without friends or family, will leave me even more regret. So yeah, i just thought that was pretty cool(: And, mr lau said some more stuff but i kinda forgot. Hehh. Rahh, my memory sucks. :DDD

SAVE THE PLANET! :D
yes yes yes! Do you know, that because of global warming, the Arctic ice has been melting non-stop? And, its still melting at this point of time? hahaha! yeah, bet you're thinking, how on earth does this concern me anyway? WELL. the melting of the arctic ice has opened up a route for ships moving from America to Europe and vice versa! This route is much shorter but does not pass through Singapore, the trading port. Therefore, this will result in serious loss of trade, okay maybe not serious, but loss of trade. And, please remember that Singapore was once a TRADING port and trading is to root to our flourishing city now. :D So, start saving paper, don't use styrofoam and don't use plastic. :D

2007-09-16T21:10:00.000+08:00

BLAHBLAHBLACKSLEEP:D

hahaha okayyy! im just super random! ANYWAY.. :D i wanna thank 101 for a very vonderful day yesterdayyy! :D

went to school like really early. they said i looked sleep, like i just woke up. hahaha! :D THEN. vanessa brought my new moon! (the book) WHEEEE! hahaha! its not bad lahhh! its pretty nice. i read it till midnight yesterday. yeahh, im a slow reader. hehh. but anyway! then we were on the bus to pick litter! WHEEE! hahaha! then vanessa gave out her surgery gloves. and i conveniently broke a hole in one of them. (to make it whole! hahaha) so when we got out of the bus, i asked for another one and she very nicely gave me one more! hahaha! then i put the torn one in my bag but realised that the one she gave me was broken too! so i told her,

"VANESSA! THIS ONE'S BROKEN TOO!" *laughing like mad*
"OH REALLY! DO YOU NEED ANOTHER ONE?" *laughing and asking*
"OH WAIT! I THINK I PUT THE WRONG ONE IN MY BAG!" *smiling sheepishly*

then i reached into my bag and TADA! the new glove she gave me was there! HAHAHA! i know im such a blur sotong. :DDD yeah, then we went to pick litter! and our group, having a retarded me, made up a songggg!(:

~~Verse 1~~
PICK THE LITTER (x2)
PICK THE LITTER ON THE BEACH!
PICK THE LITTER (x2)
PICK THE LITTER ON THE BEACH!

~~Verse 2~~
PICK THE LITTER (x2)
WE ENJOY PICKING LITTER!
PICK THE LITTER (x2)
WE ENJOY PICKING LITTER!

~~Verse 3~~
PICK THE LITTER (x2)
WE MAKE THE BEACH VERY CLEAN!
PICK THE LITTER (x2)
WE MAKE THE BEACH VERY CLEAN!

~~Verse 4~~
PICK THE LITTER (x2)
PICK THE LITTER ON THE BEACH!
WE SING A SONG WHILE PICKING LITTER
AND THIS IS HOW IT GOES

(repeat from verse 1!)

hahahah then we sang and sang and i think we should join the choir yo! hahaha! but then the oterh ppl from the other schools were staring at us as we conveniently made a fool of ourselves - me, vanessa and grace. :D hahah i think being retarded is fun! ANYWAY. we all were a bit off in the end! hahahaha! lynn and all were singing songs like liang shan bo, and dunno dunno what love song. hahaha! and we were saying cheers. loudly. hahahah! FUNFUNFUNAYYYEEE! :D and we made the recycling sign out of the trash! which is the best of the best of the besttttt! :D to me! hahahaha! and a tourist came and took a picture of it and took another picture of us with it! WHOOOO! wait. you know what, i dunno if its a tourist so a MAN. :DDD hehh! that was coolliooooshizzzz! like WHEE! WE'RE FAMOUS! maybe hes the publisher of a really famous newspaper like THE STRAITS TIMES. :D hehe! my bizzare imagination but thats possible okay! 1% chance! :DDD then i was a mugger and read my lovely book along with yuming! then, we headed for the bus back to rg! hahaha! sat with vanessa and lynn and all! and we sang SONGS all the way backkkk! WHOOSH! hahah! like breaking free, start of something new THAT KIND! yeah, we're a teeny bit outdated but whatever! those songs are nice alright! :D but we sang really loudly, and we (okay, ME) went offtune. HAHA! ohwellss! im not a potentional singer anyway! but it was FUNNN! :D and i left my nametag on the car so went we were about to reach school and

charmaine said "time to put on nametags!"
i said, "time to put on jacket!"

HAHAHA! then we went to far eat to eat lunch! and we saw mr azahar on the bus! so we were really good students and said really loudly when we alighted "GOOD BYE AND THANK YOU MR AZAHAR" HAHA! WHOOO! :Dbut the class kinda s p l i t up D: some went to subway, and some to kfc. hahaha! i went to kfc and we saw mr lau there! i ate my meltz. im a potential eater but not singer. i ate finish the whole thing. lynn said ppl usually share it. so i guess im good at eating (: hahaha! and sheryl told lots of funny jokes like
DA GOON GOON!
hahahahahha! thats like super cute! poor goongoon! hahaha! then we took the bus back to rg for acp. but on the way up, audrey suddenly went like
"OHNO! MY WALLET! I THINK I LEFT IT IN KFC!"
ohno, ohno! so we all panicked! but then, we didnt leave so audrey went back to take it herself. but the bus uncle rocks lah can. he waited for her. but the wait was less than 30secs cos audrey found it in her bag on the way to kfc. :DDDD LOLL then the bus jerked and i tripped most unglamly, like unglam is my thing okay! hahahaha! and walking back to school, sheryl told a really sick joke but i guess it taught me some new hokkien words which i do not wanna mention on my blog. (: HAHA! THANKS SHERYL! that was freaking funny! HAHA! then we started acp! talk and talk! jokes and laughter! like i always love it to be! hahaha! the bang bang religion one was super funny lah! hahaha! and there were many more which i laughed like mad. :DDD and i went unglam again. cos right, you see, i havent been practising my skill of rocking the chair. so i fell on my bottom DDD: hahaha! yeah, but suddenly, our conversation took a change and we went to the hougang fire incident. ): *its in purple cause hougang is on the purple mrt line) it is really sad. i mean, the brother rocks lah can! sacrificed his life for his sis. though his sis didnt survive in the end. but, im sure he went to heaven and eternal lifeee! (: GOD BLESS HIM! sheryl was really sad cause like, she always went to their shop. its okay sheryl! im sure hes at a better place called heaven! no more suffering from the world!(: its really tragic though. then after that, they all left. and i was left alone in the classroom, reading my lovely book. the silence was eerie, and i was kinda afraid. the slightest movement like squeking of table made me jump. heh. but then again, it set me thinking. i know. im like always thinking. but yeah. (:

i think,
101 IS LOVE!<3

2007-09-14T19:08:00.000+08:00

Shucks. just haven't been feeling exactly right these few days.
rawrrr// that's terrible.
that's why i screwed training like crap yesterday. D: yeah, everything gone again.
anyway, one good thing:
i didnt fail physics SPA (:

2007-09-12T21:00:00.000+08:00

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hmmm, sometimes i wonder how do i survive? but do you know how i survive? i survive cause I've got God in me. A thousand times i failed, your mercy remains. no matter how many times i failed, his grace remains, and he's still here with me. And you know what, thats the most comforting thing ever. I might fail a test, lose a friend, disappoint myself, screw an interview, but at the end of the day, i still feel happy. cause, I am still saved. Eternal life still awaits me with God. But you might think that s a really lousy excuse i use to comfort myself. you know what? i thought so a few days back. I thought,"why do i keep comforting myself? it's stupid! cos, why do i just keep failing? keep falling down?" and i felt so down at the moment. I thought God was testing me too much. I told God, "Nono! this is more than i can take! God, you overestimated me!" Then, God sent a message through a friend of mine - Christian. i dunno how, cause christian never said the exact words, but when he started talking, I realised something. I don't need all these to make me happy. I've got God but they (some) don't. I can fail a thousand times, but I'll learn to get up. This is the true test. Falling down once and picking yourself up again once isnt a test. It's falling a thousand times, but still having the drive to get up, still trusting in God that makes it a real test, a true determination needed. Its difficult, but i CAN do it, because through Christ, all things are possible. Then i thought of a well-knowned man, his name used to pass by my ears but his name just rang in my ears. Thomas Eddison, Thomas Eddison. He failed too. 1000 times. and in the end, he succeeded. i know, i might not succeed in the end. But i know, that God will be with me throughout my whole journey. Maybe if he doesnt want me to succeed, it's okay. But i'll continue trying, and i won't give up. Cause only losers give up. I wont complain either. I'll hang on, because i live for every tomorrow. I live, I don't survive. And i'll place everything into God's hands, and live each day as meaningful as I can. I've always wondered if i was meant to help, I used to think i might be some angel. hahahaha! retarded huh! but you know what! everyone's an angel! we all help someone in one way or another! A friend, a family member. ANYONE! :D on saturday! i proved that even kids can help their parents. i didnt know my that one sentence was God's message to my Dad.

Its cool isnt it? the way God works. And the way He gave me the urge to write this post, all about him. Cause, I want the world to know God the way i do! So that, we'll all live in eternal happiness! :D

Cos' My Redeemer Lives!

For those, who are still waist-deep in waters of sin, repent and you shall be forgiven. Trust God, He will make your path straight. He will make it all right again, if you place complete trust in him. He is the way, the truth and the light. We live by Faith and not by sight for Him. FAITH! is believing without seeing! One day, you'll see the light.

Thank you Rachael for indirectly causing me to write this. :D

This post is meant for somebody, who's feeling down now, crying inside. Because she failed many times. It's alrights. i did too! and i bet i did worse than you for math! :D hahaha! anyway, I'll always be here for you! a listening ear, a caring friend. :D

2007-09-12T20:52:00.000+08:00

SIT SIT! :D
? no idea what we were doing. :DDD

this was after band prac one day! LOL! i know its like really late but yeah! cool right! SHADOWS! :D me and ariel's SHADOWWWS :DDD and yeah, i didnt post unglam ones thoughh! hahaha like the butt ones! HAHA! :D

2007-09-12T20:18:00.000+08:00

hahahaha me and sakeenah! omggg, she looks so pretty, i look shiz beside her(:
bimb girls 2!
bimb girls 3!
me and vickyyyy! me looking weird again(((:

HAHAHA TALK ABOUT UNGLAM! :D
in the toilet, in the toilet!
EMO YIRONG:D
bimb girls!
hahaha bathmates!

ME, SAKEENAH, JODAYYY!
JINGHAN THE MONKEY! (:
CAMWHORE COOLIES! :D
WITH MSCHNG! okayyy! i look weird again! hahaha
MSTAN! :D

YIRONG! fussing over her ohsofantabulous camera!:D

hahaha! banana had to change batteries halfway luh! XD
UNGLAM! banana laughing like mad as always :D
mr kenneth tan. i swear, i didnt wanna take this. got forced to. hahaha!

BATCHMATES! okay, i look weird here. like WEIRDDDD :D
HAHAHA BANANA doing a hair flip. o.O nothing like it haha jkjk!
banana taking a picture of meee! LOL
cat looking reallym uhh, normal(:
jodi looking jovial! hahaha!

2007-09-12T19:36:00.000+08:00

hahaha! yes, i know i owe you all pics! :D

SINGAPORE VS TRINADAD&TOBAGO :D

BEEP! the whistle goes and Spore's GA rushes up for center pass(:
uhh. i just thought they look really tall in this picture:D
Spore's Gs putting in a shot!
And SINGAPORE SCORES A GOAL!(:
woah, she grabs the ball cool yo! :D

see! the run so fast you only see blurry stuff((: or is it my poor photography? haha!

i just thought the way she caught the ball was awesome. the white thing's the ball btw:D

SEE! how high Spore's GS jumps when TRIN&TOB was attacking!

PONGS! TRIN&TOB'S GK is so damn tall! her hand can touch the net i bet! without jumping:D

omgomg! that, that blurry TRIN&TOB player looks coolioshizz. :DD
hahaha see how messy netballers are!(:

fuzzy fuzzy, wassup here?(:

GK looks like she runs fast(((: hahaha! sorry, the metal things the bar. rahh. :D

CATCH THE BALL IN MID-AIR! haha! this is the best jumping shot i got. i know, i suck at photography(:

Good blockout GS!:D

SEEE! so many people love netball! HAHA!:D

YEAH! SINGAPORE OWNED! :D

2007-09-10T19:53:00.000+08:00

HEYOMATES! :D

haha sorry i didnt blog for like 2 days! still, it seemed like AGES ago! XDD anywayy! i had an awesome time on sat and sun! XD HAHA WITH NETTIES AND OCLITES. :D always the people who brighten up my day! hahaha!

SATURDAY:D

ohoh, i went acp first! it was pretty fun! haha rachel came and nessa and char complained that she complained too much! LOLL! :D she left early for piano anyway! but we talked a lot, like really weird and funny stuff! and making those stuff was cool too! HAHA!:D then we started playing! like with the balls. kays, thats pretty sick. HAHA! yeah but YEAH. :D anyway after i went somewhere else. some book thingy. HAHAH! yeah, but the lil kids who read the stories were so cute lah!

then i rushed for 5NATIONS. :D it ROCKED. hahaha! great game yo! its so unfair, why do they run so fast? jump so high? and throw so hard? when i cant! HAHA! :D but it was a great game! everyone was like taking pics and stuff! haha i got like SO! so many pics! :D took nonstop! took up like 2 batts! HAHA! and i saw mrs yap!(vice principal of mg!) she was like super duper friendly! she kinda recognised me cos on sun, she asked my dad if that was me. HAHAHA! :D and i saw esther cheah too! and abigail nyam. cool yeahs, senior & junior. (: RAWR! my comp just went like "deedit deedit" HAHAHA! cos i just sent a msg. I LIKE THAT SOUND FYI! haha okay, do you know the sri lanka GS is like 2.02?! when i saw her, i was like, OHSHUCKS. i'm losing out on a lot. HAHAHA! but shes fricking tall yo!

then we went jodi's house to change and ifnish the album for ms tan! hahaha! i wore like almost the same thing as huimin lah! okay, not the same, but it looks REALLY SIMILAR. :D as in the colours. HAHAHA! TWINS YO! i love banana lah! shes such great company! yep, then we were kinda mad? HAHA! as usual. raffles netties are a bit off sometimes. :DDD yeah, then uh, ohoh, we hailed cabs back to tp to take mrt to farrer park with snrs! HAHA! then we all camwhored and stuff! HAHA! and jings shoes are like super smooth! she almost fell in the mrt station XD yeah, then we walked to CIVIL SERVANTS CLUB. :D i thought it was SILVER SURFERS CLUB at first lah! i thought it was a surfing club! or fantastic 4 club? HAHAHA! yeah, and when we walked it, we saw like, ms tan's wedding pics! WOAH. she looks pretty in there yo! yeap! then we sat on a table. and there was appetisers which me, sakeenah and jodi ate all up conveniently since we were like starving! yeah, then mstan walked down the aisle with her husband! THAT WAS COOL okay! HAHA! she looked so different but really pretty! :D i've got pics! HAHA! we saw a lot of teachers too! like mrs anis, mr kenneth tan etc! :D none of my teachers though. EXCEPT MS TAN. :D PE! hahaha! yeah, and the ceremony was pretty cool! pretty informal though, so we could scream and shout all we want! then there was refreshments, like drinks. OMG. BANANA WAS DAMN FUNNY LAH. she said something really off then i was wobbling all the way back to the table cos i was laughing like mad. :D HAHA! then there was dinner! it was nice lah! just that queue super loooong! huimin, my best friend eh. HAHAHAHA! yeah, then we ate and ate! pretty spicy though. so we kept drinking fruit punch and lemonade. hahahahah! me and jodi had second servings lah! i told you! I'M NOT ANOREXIC! :D *wtv you spell it, my spelling sucks* and we played a super fun game! LOLL! its the number game! and whoever guesses the correct number will have to eat the really disgusting concoction that we made! HAHA! like curry+fruit punch+cucumber that kinda stuff! I HAD TO EAT LIKE 4 TIMES! rawrrr! they bully me! hahaha! jkjk! me and vicky, most poor thing, ate the most number of times. JODI, ate only once. HAHA! and huimin twice! towards the end! we all sabo her! HAHAHA! but it was fun! but we made a whole load of noise though. all the tables were staring at us. sakeenah was super funny lah! she was like! omg! that kinda like super shocked expression! HAHAHA! yeah, then we took picture with ms chng! HAHAHA! COOLIOSHIZZZ YO! :D and we helped snrs take pics too! HAHAH! everyone wanted to take with mstan and mschng lah! yeah, and soon, it was time to go home. DD: sadddd. netballers always manage to make me cheery and all high! HAHA! so yeah, kinda sad. but we took pics of mstan before we left! hahaha! and a lot more other pics for REMEMBERANCE. :D *how to spell?* yeah! and they all went home while me and sherry, pampered kids, :DD waited for our parents to fetch! HAHA!

RAFFLES NETBALL IS LOVE. i love you mates! batchmates esp! :D

SUNDAY(:

church anniversary! :D rach woke up late late late! HAHAHA! :D then we went in for sermon and stuff. combined service. :D we were lingering at the 3rd lvl audi at the top part! HAHA making quite a bit of noise. :D but it was quite fun luh. i thot scripture reading was really meaningful.

Dont worry. cause, if you do, its same as saying that you don't trust God, that's why you worry. worry about the future, worry about everything. we should put our future, and everything into God's hands. and we just have to trust him that he'll make everything right. i believe that. cos it happened to me before. its a rather small matter and some might say its pure coincidence. but i dont think so, i can feel that it isnt! :D well, i was having keyboard that day for worship. it was like already 4.45. and lesson havent ended. and i had chinese tuition at home at 5. so i was really scared, and like wasnt really focussing. then God spoke to me, and i asked him to help me. kinda retarded considering how minor the problem is but YEAH. i'm like that. :D then God was like, "alright, but you have to trust me completely, and concentrate on playing your keyboard" and i did! and you know what! lesson ended at 5, AND then i received a call from my teacher that she was going to be 30min late + uncle jo fetched me home. HOW COOL IS THAT! so yeah. learn to trust God, and that there are things in the world that we can't explain. but don't try to understand because if you can, you might as well be God. but you're not. and you can't. cause God is the King of kings, Lord of lords, Author of Salvation, My Best Friend and many other things that NO ONE in this world can replace. :D

THANK YOU JESUS FOR SAVING ME. :D
THANK YOU GOD FOR ALWAYS STANDING BESIDE ME, & BEING MORE THAN I CAN EVERY ASK FOR. :D

so after that, we had lunch! we ate at linkway with ariel though. cos the canteen was like full of people already. haha first time eat outside canteen yeah! :D omgg, the BROWNIES and ICECREAM rocked luh! haha! YUMYUM. :D then we went to the bowling alley! COOLIOSHIZ YO! haha! :D rach went to my hse before that though. the bowling alley was at some club at bukit batok. BUT anyway! it was quite fun! they all played. hahaha! i played a few games. like really little. cos i was mugging! HAHAH! with all the noise and all. but thats possible. :D trust me! yeah, and rachael was mugging too! she mugs good okay! better than me luh! she mugs like 4 hrs straight? yeah, then asher came to eat his noodles. and anton too. he helped me with math. woah, hes pro okay! HAHA! yeah, then after that, we went to eat, then i went to rach's hse to watch HSM2! :D hahaha with ben&jerrys ice cream, chips, drinks, and chocs. :D haha ate like maddd lah! LOLL! the choc chip cookie dough rockkkkked :D yeah, HSM2 was okay. some great songs! hahaha! like more background effects i realised. hahaha! but did you hear about the vanessa hudgen scandal! HAHA okay, nvm! :D yeah, then i went home!

THANKS RACH, FOR THE WONDERFUL DAY YESTERDAY. :D

2007-09-07T21:58:00.000+08:00

YAOOOO! :D

went out with sakeenah and jodi today! coolioshizz yo! hahahha anyways! i was high AGAIN. :DDD so first, me and sakeenah were waiting for uh, jodi. so she went to eat first. HOHO.(: i think the guy beside her was my ex tuition friend. he looks so damn familiar. HAHA! AND I SAW MY EX TUITION FRIEND TOO! he didnt recognise me though!D: HAHAHA! so yeah. me and sakeenah walked arnd aimlessly as we always do. round and round the basement of ps. :D and she kept making me laugh luh! with her cat walk! HAHAHA!(: yeah, then jodi finally same. ZOMGGG! she wore a skirt! hahahaha! then sakeenah went to buy her dress! :D its so pretty! hahaha! yeah. then we saw ljs again! LIKE ZOMG!

"if not fish, then shrimp also can lah!"

HAHAHAH! yeah. then we walked arnd aimlessly. we love to that yo! :D but anyways, we finally got ms tan's present! HAHA at body shop was super fun!(: anyways...

NETBALLERS GET AN A+ IN SHOPPING :D

2007-09-06T21:26:00.000+08:00

HELLO. :D
TWIN (tk) AND I DO NOT LIKE ***** ***s!
it so happens that HER and his teacher have the same name!
ISNT THAT COOL!
thats why we're TWINS! :D
twin is attached to a really pretty girl! :DD
CONGRATS TWINNIE! :D
but twinnie is balldddd. HOHOHO. :D
its alright twinnie! ((:
hair grows backk! :D HAHAHA!
TWINS FOR LOVE(:
kay, thats a bit random! hahaha!(:

2007-09-06T21:23:00.000+08:00

she pisses the hell outta me. RAHHH. D:

2007-09-06T11:59:00.000+08:00

i think i'm hopeless. i don't study much. how do i survive? i wonder too. maybe that's why i screw my exams to badly. 10/20. that is so bad, i tell you. i dont think i can survive any longer. but i try so hard to mug and mug. i try to convince myself that i'm a mugger. and i CAN mug for goodness sakes. but i can't. i'm so easily distracted. adobe photoshop, you're a serious distraction. XD haha! maybe i'll try harder. yes i will.(:

i think the world's coming to an end. no its not i think. the world IS coming to an end. D: look at us, so young but..

bloghopping as usual. i dunno why, but whenever i blog hop, i get new insights, new thoughts. maybe i think too much. i think i do. sometimes i think i'm so crap. i do things half past 6. so i'm just somewhere inbetween. but that's the worse. i really wanna go to 9 o clock, but the right way is to go 3 o clock, and i wanna do what's right. maybe its time i convince myself that the right way is the way to happiness.

I'm drifting. drifting so far away from God. i need camp or something. someone probably. i pray every day, for the yearn for God to come back. but it's not coming back. i don't feel it. i even stop hearing the voices. the thoughts i have, they're all based on knowledge and not on how i feel, what the Voice of Truth tells me. I lost it all. but i want it back. so badly. but what am i supposed to do? i have no clue. Perhaps, this is the time when my hypothesis is proven wrong. i've always thought that i could stay on with this faith even without the bible, but i think not. its time, i go back to God's word. I really miss the peace i had in my heart and mind, knowing he's always there. I still know it. but thats knowledge. I don't feel it anymore. I need to feel it.

On a lighter note, holidays are almost over. ohno, but i havent even complete 1% of homework. xD sigh. i guess i shall complete it now. D:

2007-09-05T12:55:00.000+08:00

the more i think about it,
the sillier it becomes.
i swear, she does'nt know what she's doing.
do the right thing or do what she wants?
but she ends up doing the right thing all the same.
so you think this deprived child is innocent? is so sweet?
no, she's trapped in her own prison
of dos-and-donts.
she sentenced herself. to be free of guilt.
but to lose all freedom.

2007-09-04T21:09:00.000+08:00

my blog, has like really little posts and i am NOT used to it. :DD hahhaha! damn. i'm hooked onto photoshop! xDD anywayyyyy. today was a great day:DDD

therre was this netball carnival in the morning to afternoon. ahhaha! im like SUPER BLUR. the game's at 8. supposed to be there at 7.15. and i thought we were supposed to be there at 8! haahha! so i was obviously super late. XD so i umpired the first matchhh!(: i love umpiring! its FUN! though im like pretty slow and hesitant. HAHAHA! but. i'm not THAT bad compared to others. HEH. *ego* ((: then i played centre or wing a. forgot. but i only played these 2 positions. ANYWAY. i think we did like OHMYFREAKishly well. :DD we improved like WAYYYY a lot! :D

I AM SO DAMN PROUD TO BE A SEC 1 NETBALLER YO. :D

hahaha! i think theres CHEMISTRY between us. :D i love all of them. really. jinghan, rocks. vicky rocks. sherry rocks. grace rocks. cat rocks. yirong rocks. huimin rocks. sakeenah rocks. jodi rocks. :D seriously! sherry's great now. offers like damn a lot. and really clear and obvious. :DD jinghan runs and jumps like woah. :D vicky intercepts well. grace is going strong as usual. cat shoots like nobody's business and offers like totally cool too. yirong intercepts and jumps wonderfully. huimin intercepts and deflects like hell. :D sakeenah, runs, jumps, follows like whatthepong. :D and jodi, offers, runs like BOOOM! hahahah! yeah, together, we make a difference. :D i intercepted a few. thats what im happy with. though i contacted a lot. psps. hahaha! butttt. i didnt do what ms chng asked me too. DD: i kept throwing soft passes, and my passes went hay-wire. :D wtv you spell it. haha! but i hope we dont get complacent!

RAFFLES NETBALL CDIV 08 IS LOVE! :D

i had an ohsofantabulous time playing netball with you guys todayyy! :D and i tink i always will(:

THEN. we went to orchard to shopshopshop! WHEEE! i think i shop too much. and btw, im so gna starve myself. talk about low cash supply. HAHAHA! yeah, first we went to wisma and did a wee bit shopping. HAHA! i love the mirrors at wisma. you know, they were saying how much i love mirrors. ohno, im not vain. hahaha! after all, vicky's the one with a mirror in her wallet. HAHAHA! JKJK! no off vickk! :D then we went taka. to eat and eat and eat. :D i love eating. hobby #1. hahaha! yeah. then actually i kinda forgot where we went but you get the idea. :D hahaha! then me and jing bought a top from phuture london at wisma. XD YEAH. and i finally know what to wear. hahaha! HMM. banana kept making me laugh though. she makes me laugh all the time. seriously. i think people thought i was some crazy idiot. SERIOUS! BANANA! your fault! hahaha! i cant even look at her mans, i'll start laughing. i think shes like so laugh-able. LOL! anywayyy! i love raffles netties cos they make me happy and they make me laugh all the time.(: and. i dunno how we manage it but we always get to laugh at SOMETHING. can be anything. to normal people its like common and unfunny, but we just start giggling. maybe we're just weird people. BUT. its fun. to be crazy. :D hahaha! ohoh! then they left): huimin and jing. hahaha! then we went heeren. yeah, for fun. then to ps. i was like damn tired. hahaha! so they went to get fbts. at carrefor. wtv you spell it. :D AND I GOT ANYTHING! hahaha like FINALLY. my first time. i know, im so outdated! hahaha! it was kickapoh. wtvyou spell it. HAHAH! anywayyyy. i was laughing again. im seriously mad and insane. :DD hahaa! and the cashier gave me THAT look. that FUSTRATED look. DD: i thought anybody could do with a funny person? HAHAHA! but YEAH. pretty evil. thats my nature! hahaha! but i guess it was quite irritating. D: sorry cashier. HAHAHA! then sakeenah went to get her dress AND soup. then i went home. :D i feel so deaddddd. but happy. :D

THANK YOU RAFFLES NETBALL. <3

2007-09-03T17:00:00.001+08:00

HEYO! :D i dont know why i've changed back to blogger though i still love xanga. :D
hahaha! actually, i do.(: cos i only know how to make blogger layouts.
LOL. so, havent been blogging for ages. well not really, about a week?
hahaha! and i miss blogging already! :D HAHAHA! it just didnt feel right. not having a blog, AND not posting. XD hahaha, im hooked onto photoshop i tell you. its fun, AND simple. it looks really complicated but in actualy fact, its pretty easy. unless you wanna make like really glamorous ones. HAHA! all that matters is the brushes. :DD

lots of things happened when i didnt post for a week. D: anyway, its the HOLIDAYS! :D WHEEEE! i love holidays! but holidays is the time when i'm usually pretty busy too! hahaha! homework and all. im planning to revise chinese, but thats only if i'm lucky. considering how hooked i am onto photoshop and how undisciplined i am. :DD hehh. ohmyfreak! i cant wait till saturday! first its acp. ACP ROCKS. :D its damn fun! we played basketball on saturday. :D no, no worries, i still love netball. much more. :DD and after acp, going for 5 nations! YES! THAT competition you see on the advertisements at bus stops! and after that, MS TAN'S WEDDING! wheee! i know, i don't have a dress yet. hahaha! i have NO IDEA what i'm going to wear but still! hahaha!

SUNDAY. WESLEY. its was pretty fun! well, the best so far. :D hahaha! we played this weird "do you love your neighbour game". HAHA! joshua bullied me though. HMPH. hahaha! i had to be the middle person twice okay! ethan ate sugar again. HAHA! but he wasn't high. at all. XD nic and lynette didnt have to be the middle person. HAHAHA! but it was quite okay though. i was laughing like mad. XDD as usual. :D then iris told a story. and ethan was the main character. joseph. (and the multi coloured coat) yes. *jaws drop* hahaha! jkjk! it was pretty funny! XD anyway. me & lanabel were talking about, SCHOOL. after church. hahaha! gossip! XD jkjk. and ethan changed specs. so when we were behind him, nic said like super loudly "omg! ethan changed specs! so ugly!" LOLOL! i think it was meant for him to hear! HAHAHAH! but, elizabeth was in shanghai so she wasnt there. DD: after church me and mysis went to watch hairspray. hahaha! we did a lil shopping before though. XD anyway. hairspray is okay. quite nice. but i was freezing in the cinema. HAHAHA! i always am. :DDD heh.

OHOH! how could i forget! teachers day on friday! HAHAHA! the SLs danced. OHMYTIAN. vicky dances, WHATTHEPONG. i'm sure, if any guys (not teachers) were there then, they'll be totally hooked onto her. :D HAHA! and lynn was super funny! :D i love lynn! shes such an angel. :DD go to class blog to see what she did for me. :DD HEH. and vanessa. hot as usual! :D she dances good too! HAHAHA! AND MICKYYY! wheee! hahah! i love my deskmate! :D LOL. yeah. and mrs deb tan is REALLY sporting. i think she did great to make teachers day a success! :D anyways. 417, is COOL. :D hahaha! mr lau. running around. that was really funny! something you dont see everyday! the period joke. class detention. umbrella. ping&pong. the bad boys. OMG! it was just seriously COOL. hahah! i like their uni. though it looks quite like acs. XD HAHA! THEN. i went back to mg! and i saw, i saw, MY TEACHERS! WHEEE! hahaha that was fun! they were really nice and stuff! HAHA! i miss pri school! and i met robyn, nic, gen, aiyar, a lot of lovely girls luh. :D hahaha then i went out with rachael. man, shes love. HAHAHA! i had an ohsofantabulous time. :D i really did! hahaha! BTW. i love taka. hahaha! and, cookies. :DD

okayyy, im like tired of posting already. :D SEE? i'm this bad. hahahah!